You know honestly, I really hate it when people make assumptions about me. Like everything I do must have a purpose. You know, some people are so freaking stupid (not all, so no offence). They are just so bored out of their minds that they fill up their time making the lives of other people miserable. It’s like they have whiteboards at home. And every night they say ‘Ok, we haven’t done this girl yet. Let’s make it big this time.’ And they plan the whole enchilada. Most people don’t do this at all; it’s that small portion of idiots that were sent by Satan and ruin the lives of innocent people.

I for one have undergone this cruel act. Several times in fact. IT JUST REALLY SUCKS!! I mean, have they no heart. UGH!! That time, I said hi to this person and he/she said ‘Hey, you like this guy is it? I know.’ And every time I go to this person, it will be the same thing all over. I mean wtf? Crap sia… And you know what’s worse? This person I am so called ‘associated’ with seems further and further away from me when this thing starts to get big. And somehow, I feel it’s my fault. My friendships always get affected when this HEARTLESS people start making up false rumors about me. And it’s not me alone. A lot of people come across these people everyday. I really feel sorry for you guys and I just wanna say that I know how you feel, honestly.

You are lucky I’m even talking to you, you mindless freaks. But experience has taught me that life is too short for idiots like you. I really hope you think this thing is funny and you are getting a big crack at this at home. Because honestly we are not laughing.

Let’s not allow these people to ruin our lives. Embrace the fact that these people are so unhappy with their lives that they have to make other people’s lives feel like crap. Don’t get mad. GET EVEN. Because someone has to show these people their place in the world. And it is our responsibility to.

You think you’re all that don’t you? All because you spread rumors that are most of the times false, you think that the world worships you. Well they don’t. They think you are absolutely repulsive. So how do you like that? Fight as hard as you can you losers. Think of excuses to prove my fact wrong. Because I’m done listening.

hello people...
You know, i know many ppl will agree with me that camp rocked. I have so much to say but hell, we'll start slowly.

It was utterly fabulous. I can't get over its fabulousness. it was so much better than secondary two NYAA. For one, this camp had beds! yay.. but we had to put the bedsheet over it ourselves. yuck... and there were onli THree fans practically.. and did i tell you that the floor was cement?? did anybody heard of marble tiling? and that the toilet was so far .. they should have one for each bunk.. and the paint job was terrible... i felt like puking.. and there should be a fridge in each bunk. at least i wasn't that bad.. some ppl go to camp thinking that they rolled up for a hotel.. wad onli.

but i adored it. it was definitely a time to get to know my classmates better... and i learnt a lot!!! did you know izzah doesn't like chicken that much?? and that azmi has a good side?? that three seven boys throw balls so easily, its as if they weigh 1gm?? and that it is advised to not make a conversation with hadi when he is eating otherwise he will never finish his food?? yeah... good times. But our form teacher was a whole other story.. man, she was so terrible.. but the worst part of her is when she takes a picture of you when you eat... and if you look away, she will use the school song against you and take a picture of you when you are forced to stand still??? gawd.. so i got so fed up, when she was taking a picture of us eating, i made up a malay saying that it is bad luck to take a picture of your food.. and IT WORKED!!!! what a sucker...
That night... it was kecohing time... Yay... a girl talk session was underway that night.. so hurlafebonagumi, nabz, saly, reen, ain, amirah suaidah, nurli, latifah, umai, suhailah, shafiqah all gathered at three four dorm and chatted. and chatted. it was so awesome. but we were so worried that the bed was going to break because we were balancing 18 ppl on 5 beds.. ARH!!!!

So it was terribly great. i would never forget it.. even if the food sucked and i always yearned for maggi mee, it was a camp not to be forgotten... if i were to write some more, i would..
SEC THREE OI!!!!!!

yeah, tomorrow is like, CAMP. and its really sucky because we haven't prepared anything for our skit and cheer. although the cheer is already written, nobody knows how it goes yet. except for me, aana, and tan rae lin meridyn.

im really trying to imagine how the dorms are going to look like.. im really wondering. is there going to be a sofa? a kitchen? will the bunks be green? my imagination span can only go that far.

so right, we were at PC period.. you know, the part in class where you are supposed to be discussing crucial camp issues... BUT NO!!!!! she was actually planning to do maths.. mrs grace low.. she made hanan set up the stupid visualiser and we were like okay, she is just going to show us som of izzah's designs or something... but no, she went 'take out ur maths practice book' really you know.. i nearly died of shock... the nerve of her.. so, 3/7 was all "CHER!!! where can??? we have to discuss cheer!!! and costumes!!!! what about the performance!?!!'' she was like, there is nothing to discuss... WHAT THE HELL??? she hasn't even touched the freaking cheer that i worked so long for(three minutes) and she wants to do MATHS!!!!!!! dont get me started on the homework....

and then, the history teacher want to cari pasal with my class.. actually just jia min... she was doing our necklace during history and she scolded her... ( i dun blame jia min, her classes are stone age boring) so what we did, she left her teacher's pass right??? so we hid it... i m not going to tell you where because there might be some goodie goodies out there planning to ruin our plan... so what we are hoping is that she'll get into trouble with MOE and they'll sack her... or even sue her.. or even better, she'll set a reward for the missing pass and we'll claim we found it and demand for twice the reward if we promised not to show the whole world her hideous picture on the pass when her hair was like all AFRO... gross...

Ok, this has turned out to be the longest post i have ever written, wouldn't you say??? i should write like this more often...

yeah... i've decided to update..
i know it has been a long time but honestly, under the schedule i'm on, it is unbelievable and impossible to find time.. you understand all you new secondary threes!!! And for all of those sec fours this year, gud luck for your O'levels! you guys rock!!!!

i decided to update this blog not under my own instincts... i updated this blog Because some PEOPLE CANNOT STAND TO SEE A PICTURE OF A SPHAGETTI ANYMORE WHEN THEY OPEN THIS BLOG!!!!! ( referring to a some nizam of sec four)

im undergoing a lot of stress.. and i thank you all who has helped relieve my stress...
camp is coming up real soon.... and i cant wait for it... but the preparation is immense.. the cheer.. the banner... THE PERFORMANCE!!!! honestly... if it was not for izzah, i think we would all die.. I love you girl...

did you all know that we would be sleeping in abandoned flats for CAMP PAMOJA???? we are all living in some dilapitated flat with bunk beds and a kitchen full of instant noodles.. (yeah, I WISH!!!!)


but yeah... i guess im going to wrap it up... bye2

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