This just proves one thing. I cannot handle depression or loss. It is not something I do or something I wish to encounter under any circumstances. I mean, when you take something that really matters to me away from me, I go beserk. For example, today, I came home from my LAST CCA EVER a wreck because I didn't know whether to be sad or happy. I came home and was all sad and depressed and all that. I had my dinner and then, I had this sudden embolism to start cleaning the entire kitchen. THE ENTIRE KITCHEN. So, I scrubbed here and arranged there. And then I was putting dirty dishes inside the sink. Then I saw that there WERE SO MANY DIRTY PLATES. So I started washing them. And this was when my mom shooed me from the kitchen to do my homework.

I love modern dance. It is like this avenue of expression that I couldn't bear to let go of today. It was really hard as I tried not to cry. Some people might call me 'emo' or whatever, but still. Dance is something I hold dear and near. LEt me list down all the reasons that I love dance and dancing:

1)Nabilah Zaharah Shah
2)Meridyn Tan
3)Salihah Bte A.R
4)Lynn Ang
5)Cheryl Lua
6)Nur Shazreen
7)All my adorable juniors
8)Dance is my hobby.. sort of
9)I have been dancing practically my entire life.
10)It is sort of the thing I do on Tuesdays. Which I cannot relate to Tuesdays anymore.

I love dance. I remembered the first day I entered dance. We came in, and everyone started clapping. It was this whoosh of welcome that made me fall in love with dance instantly. Let me now list down all my performances:

1)National Day 2005 (PUMP IT)
2)Speech Day 2006
3)Assembly 2007
4)Singapore Youth Festival 2007 (Bronze.. But we rock anyway)
6)Chinese New Year 2008
7)Speech Day 2008(Come So Far)

I just want to say now that I love all my dancer girls who have made my four years of dancing ROCK! I will never forget you guys. Thank you and I love you.

My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities. I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.

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HULABAGI

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Siska(HU)

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Mary(LA)

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Syaf(BA)

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