We all had mixed feelings durings speech day today. But all in all, it was a memorable experience. I had sooo much fun and somehow the entire story can only be expressed through pictures, where alot of people are depending on Nabilah to post on her blog or send them through MSN.
I wasn't emotionally and mentally prepared this morning. I didn't want that day to happen, but at the same time I did. I wanted it to be memorable, but I couldn't stand the fact that it was going to be my last performance during secondary school. Oh well. All the seniors felt the impact of it being the last day, and I think that the song, THe power of the dream, meant alot to all the seniors as we remember the past speech days and other performances we had.
We all had to prepare ourselves eaaaaaaaarly in the morning. Woke up. I had to gather my outfit and my shoes. And I had to make and extra preparation. I had to get ready some food for nabilah and azmi to eat while walking to school. I knew it wasn't going to be enough but what the hell. So I met the two at the bustop and me being the earliest I scolded them for being late. I gave khairul the food and me and nabilah walked up front while trying not to laugh at azmi as he engulfed all his food.
We reached the school. Preparations were in full swing. Which made my heart thump faster and faster. SHit shit. What had I gotten myself into. Me and nabz went to the AVA room to get ready and that's when we really got into the speech day mood. Make up was flinging everywhere it was soo funny. Me and nabilah kept camwhoring it was so fun. Choir kept looking at us because we were all laughing and all that and our costumes were very striking. Everyone was either camwhoring, applying mascara, playing card or hand games or just staring blankly at each other.
Let's skip to my feelings backstage. Let me just say this.
I'm sorry nadia. I was a slut of a sister. Details are not needed. I was soo freaking nervous and I kept thinking about how it was my last performance and how it made me feel like crying some more. But I got through it thanks to my beloved dancers. I love all of you.
THe performance was sweet. The best part was that the audience lights were off. So it seemed like we were performing to an empty hall. BUt it was clear that there were people there. All staring at us. WIth judgemental eyes but we didn't give a shit. We just danced, and danced and really danced with all our hearts. We might as well, since we had no more performances to flaunt ourselves off to:)
I love all the people that I had spent this day with:
1) Nabilah
2) Cheryl Lua
3) Meridyn
4) Salihah
5) Lynn
6) Shazreen
7) My sister, nadia.
8) My junior dancers that will not see us anymore whom I will always love.
9) The singers that were great.
10)The entire prcs population.
I love you all. Thank you for making my speech day rock.