You know what's really funny? No, really. Somehow, as human beings we never really notice things until it hits us smack in the face. The impact comes to us not as a relief but as a serious wake up call. What's worse, it just doesn't come to us from on specific point, but from all sides. Being a girl who has just finished (unofficially) her O' levels, I can't help but notice these things. So excuse my sudden profound-ness but it has just been something that I have been noticing a lot these past few days.




Great, do you guys NOTICE that we are in secondary four? No in all honesty, sometimes it is really advisable to stand back for a few minutes and look at where you are. Some of you might be thinking, 'Why is Namira talking gibberish?' Well it's just that yesterday, I was talking to some of my dear friends and it has never occured to me that I will have to be saying my last goodbye to these people very soon. 'There goes that melodramatic blondie again.' Yeah, I know but it came to me as a wake up call to me.




You know, all these people that you see in class everyday. That you joke and cry with. On the last few days of school before all these O'level shananakins began, I was thinking about My Last Of Everything. Like, the last time I will push in my chair, or the last time Hanan will say 'merajok lagi' to me. Or the last time I will eat Nasi Padang at the stall where the pakcik always says that my food costs seventeen dollars when actually it costs $1.70. How trivial it may seem but it will leave its mark in my memories for a while.




What about the things that really matter? Like the last time I will walk to school with Syafiqah or the last time I will wear my uniform? Or the last time I will see my 4/7 in a classroom atmosphere? Or the last time I will ever walk to recess with my Hulabagi?

You know, I don't really worry so much about Hulabagi because we are going to see each other alot even after graduation because I love them and cannot possibly stand being apart from them. But what about my four seven? My class? I love this class you know. I always say that we have these special covalent bonds keeping us together. It is so magnificently magnificent but now that we will have to part, it hurts so much. All the guys and girls I will miss all of them. Well with the exception of some.




How many times have I marvelled upon the greatness that is four seven? Oh well, I hope we will have some class thingy organised so that the separation process will be easier. There'd better be.

My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities. I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.

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HULABAGI

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Siska(HU)

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Mary(LA)

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Syaf(BA)

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