Shhh. Shhh. Do you people hear that? I think god is laughing at me because I am writing on a blog. If you dont know who I am, I shall leave you hanging (cause that's what i like to do, right Namira? ;) )



Ok, ok it has been some time since i blogged, so lets see if i got every thing i need to blog.

My checklist:
1)Keyboard - check
2)Monitor - check
3)Mouse - check
4)Brain functions - check (well i think its still working)

I am sure i am forgetting something. Oh right...
5) Breathe - Check

Well that seems to be in order, so let me start with a few warnings (if thats how you put it).

1) Dont expect magical writing from me. If your looking to be fascinated by fabulous writing skills, get Namira to write a narrative compo for you
2)If you dont like how i write, im terribly sorry, but i just cant please everyone cant I
3)If the warnings above seems rude, i apologise, its just a matter of how you percieve it.

I am going to reflect on my 2008. So bear with me if you have decided to read on.

Well 2008 started of well for me. It was a year where i had to take my national exams. Well if there is something about myself that i realised, its how much i have grown as a person. Note: This is not self-praise. I have pushed myself harder than i could ever believe. It was not just about doing well, it was more about me being able to silence the demons within me. I didnt exactly do well for my PSLE, that led me to feeling that i had failed myself somehow, and for the next 3 years which followed i had very low self-faith/confidence. Well i managed to bounce back.

Socially, it was a roller coaster ride this year. I lost friends, and gained some. I wasnt always there for some friends when they needed a shoulder the most. I admit, at times i was selfish, all i cared about was myself. That changed, when i almost had a breakdown myself. I realised how blessed i was to have the support of my friends and my family and i changed, i was more willing to give support to anyone who needed it. i have to say, i got very hot-headed as the exams approached. To those who got shouted at by me, i am terribly sorry. Oh yea i would like to talk about 141108 but you know how it is.

Well thank you for reading this. I have loads more i can write about, but i shall leave that for the next time, if there is a next time. I am drained right now