I'm in my school library right now. I am just CHILLAIN' with Si En beside me as we await for dance CCA to start at five thirty. I know it's pretty late. Anyway, I didn't bring my tights so if they asked me why I didn't bring them, I will say it's because I was sick in the morning and I thought I wasn't able to dance in the afternoon but due to the miraculous efforts of the school canteen's delicacies and refreshments, I have made a speedy recovery and am able to dance my heart out and perfom my upmost best.
You know what, my school computer doesn't allow me to cut and paste stuff from various websites and what not? Can you believe that? They are so anti-plagiarism here, it's unbelievable. Well you work hard for the credit you get or otherwise.
My class is 09S104 and they are beyond amazing. They are so hilarious and they keep making me laugh. AW, they call me bimbo and all that. I think my sense of humour is decreasing because even my friend's joke about Mr. Cabbage made me laugh. I'll talk about 09S104 in another blog post.
I promised updates upon updates and still I have been unable to deliver. I apologise to you, readers due to my incompetency and unability to update regularly. Like Syafiqah, the only time I am allowed to touch a computer without feeling horrendously guilty about it is at school. It's when I don't feel terrible about signing into blogger either. When I do so at home, in front of my on-looking parents, it's like a fugitive being caught on camera while trying to escape prison. So you must understand how adversed to the idea I may be.
I wish I could go online everyday and talk to everyone. But, again like Syafiqah, I am swamped with homework and tutorials. Oh well.
Oh another thing, you're not allowed to blog in the library whilst gaining access to the school's computers. You are only allowed to use these technical devices for research or academical purposes. HAHA. Oh my God how ironic is that since I have blogged twice and Syafiqah once on these computers. The also have a note here that says 'Please not that usage of this PC can be monitored.' You're not going a good job, honey.
Another thing I have to tell you all about is, I've dropped out of SYF. Before you start scolding and hurling insults at me about the chance that cannot be regained once lost, please hear me out. I was talking to Meridyn about it and she said that her church friend was once a very significant member about the MJC dance society. She described the training as very rigorous and unbearable. I am not saying anything about my dear dancers already in SYF but I just cannot take the risk.
In my class, I am competing against 6-pointers or 7-pointers. Results that put my points to utter humiliation. I need to be focussed and I cannot stray because once I deviate from my ulterior motive in Junior College, it consumes me in a way that brings me down to an incomprehensible level where escape is simply not a possibility for me.
People call it prioritising, I call it cowardice.
As much as people try to talk me out of it, I've made my decision.
Sorry for ending my blog post on such a depressing tone. This was supposed to be an update, not a downdate. Okay sorry lame.
Let me make my leave now before I increase in lameness.
XOXO,
Namie.