Monday, March 23, 2009/8:29 PM
Murphy's Law strikes again. For all of you who don't really know what Murphy Law stands for is simply: Shit Happens. But in the worst possible way and at the worst possible time. well maybe today it happened to me not in the most possible way but I'll share it with you guys anyway.
I didn't sleep last night. but I daydreamed alot. while my mind was off somewhere a million miles away, I woke up. I was cracking my brain, trying to summon up the memory of what I was supposed to do that morning. after seven minutes of just staring into the black abyss of my empty room of solace accompanied only by a sister raked by the twists and turns of dreams, it struck me like a hundred helium balloons.
economics.
23 questions.
2 essays.
2 essay outlines.
crap.
reluctantly, I spent the rest of my morning, hungry for sleep but obligated by work. all my mind could think of was the softness of my pillow or the comfort that the darkness brought. but I clung on to my goal and ignored the lethargy.
the day was unusually cheery. everyone was smiling and laughing and enjoying themselves. at first, I took no notice, but as the day progressed, the cheeriness got the best of me. sooner or later, I found out that it wasn't everyone else that was supposedly too cheery, whereas, I was miss doom and gloom for the day.
lunch. one word. CHIONG. I skipped lunch today, and told myself I needed to skip a meal anyway. I sat at my canteen table and did whatever I could on my two undone essays. around me, my classmates chattered amongst themselves. how I longed to join them. how easily distracted I was.
the first bell echoed. oh no, I'm not even done yet. I decided to give up altogether and just face my fate at economics. mind you, my economics tutor isn't little miss sunshine, either. when I went in, my friend alicia was giving out the econs test. I got six. out of twenty five. oh well.
spent the entire period going through the paper. THE ENTIRE PERIOD. she didn't even touch the econs homework at all. so I woke up for nothing, skipped lunch for nothing and worried obsessively over nothing. me and faiz were so freaking pissed.
darn you murphy. on the bright side, I got 20.5/30 for my gases quiz. which is a good thing. even though it is a B.
I need to go do my maths tutorial now. darn you maclaurin.
all my love,
jen.
I didn't sleep last night. but I daydreamed alot. while my mind was off somewhere a million miles away, I woke up. I was cracking my brain, trying to summon up the memory of what I was supposed to do that morning. after seven minutes of just staring into the black abyss of my empty room of solace accompanied only by a sister raked by the twists and turns of dreams, it struck me like a hundred helium balloons.
economics.
23 questions.
2 essays.
2 essay outlines.
crap.
reluctantly, I spent the rest of my morning, hungry for sleep but obligated by work. all my mind could think of was the softness of my pillow or the comfort that the darkness brought. but I clung on to my goal and ignored the lethargy.
the day was unusually cheery. everyone was smiling and laughing and enjoying themselves. at first, I took no notice, but as the day progressed, the cheeriness got the best of me. sooner or later, I found out that it wasn't everyone else that was supposedly too cheery, whereas, I was miss doom and gloom for the day.
lunch. one word. CHIONG. I skipped lunch today, and told myself I needed to skip a meal anyway. I sat at my canteen table and did whatever I could on my two undone essays. around me, my classmates chattered amongst themselves. how I longed to join them. how easily distracted I was.
the first bell echoed. oh no, I'm not even done yet. I decided to give up altogether and just face my fate at economics. mind you, my economics tutor isn't little miss sunshine, either. when I went in, my friend alicia was giving out the econs test. I got six. out of twenty five. oh well.
spent the entire period going through the paper. THE ENTIRE PERIOD. she didn't even touch the econs homework at all. so I woke up for nothing, skipped lunch for nothing and worried obsessively over nothing. me and faiz were so freaking pissed.
darn you murphy. on the bright side, I got 20.5/30 for my gases quiz. which is a good thing. even though it is a B.
I need to go do my maths tutorial now. darn you maclaurin.
all my love,
jen.
self-proclamation.
My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities.
I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.
read my lips.
they're watching.
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