it's like opening your eyes and wishing you didn't.
I guess people are just not used to seeing the world as it truly exists around them. it's this curse we all have. it befalls all of us regardless of strength or capability. no matter how hard you try to shake off something,
it'll always be there to haunt you.why do we have a past? why must we remember our history? it's like looking back on an old diary and realising how utterly stupid you were as a child when it was just three months ago. why do people change? why do people change their minds?
don't they realise that sometimes, other people don't want them to?
I wish I could just fly and escape from the world that isn't beautiful and find a new one. why must things be so complicated? I've drowned before, and I'm drowning again. because of the same problem.why must you lie? did you really mean what you said, or were you just finding an escape from your routine of work and play? decide.
because when I close my eyes and think of you, all I see is music and words.liar, liar.