my life's a fucking financial disaster. what I don't get is why I have to pay for things I don't want to pay for or be part of. sure there are some things I'm glad to pay for because it's for something I really want. but some. I just can't stand it.

I was looking through my sms-es today and I've realised I've severely overbilled. I was looking through my sms-es because my classmates kept messaging me to remember to bring $35 for the IVLE subscription tomorrow when I've just had to fork our $20 for my class fund today, and $22.10 for a stupid play called Sing Dollar that my class has to attend. I also have to pay for my $17.60 cheerleading shirt and $15 for Visage. most probably I'll have to pay for the stupid learning journey coming up.

so if I add it all up together while not including my overbill and future costs, that will amount to a total of $109.70 in one month.

blimey.

I hate the fact that my parents have to pay for this. I wish I had a job so I could share the burden with them. I feel so selfish for wanting everything and asking for everything from them. I want to help. mind you, my family isn't rich, all these costs are really taking their toll on us. but it's not to the extent that I have to seek Financial Assistance. ohfreak, do I? I am such a spoilt child.

I am so going to get a job teaching or whatever. I need the money more than anything. it hurts me so much to have to ask them for money. GAH WHY DOES EDUCATION COST SO MUCH? WHY THE HELL DO WE HAVE TO PAY FOR OUR NOTES?

if I tell my parents this, all they'll say is, 'Namira, it is our responsibily to pay for all of this for you. Yes it's very expensive, but it'll be worth it soon when you get a good job and pay for our bills. Polythecnic students must pay much more, you know. don't worry. now go clean your room.'

Dear God, save us from this financial slump of ours so that my parents won't have to take out so much money and I wouldn't feel like such an ass of a daughter.

My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities. I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.

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HULABAGI

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