Monday, July 20, 2009/7:54 PM
I'm feeling utterly lethargic today and I must say, its overwhelming. I really feel so tired as though I've just finished twenty two hours of school in a row. I might sound whiny now but what the fuck. I deserve to be whiny after all the shit I've had to put up with these past few days.
Being publicity I/C has put some major stress on me lately. I know have to collaborate efforts with the other four publicity I/C's and create a funfestique banner, decorate the events board which no one will see because the stupid councillors already took the visible side and also create posters to get people to join in the funfestique activites coming up.
I'm sure it's going to be fun because the pubics are bloody brilliant and fun people. Xiao Qi, Kenneth, Connie and Sherilyn are probably gonna make the gruelling experience a million times less suckier. So I guess I'm looking forward to it now.
Kenneth messaged me because kim told him to tell me that there's dance on wednesday. Joy.
sometimes, just to escape it all, I wish I didn't feel so alone in Meridian. I mean sure I have a lot of friends but heck, why do I feel so alone? does anyone really know me? when I say that I don't want to go somewhere, does anyone insist I go anyway even if I keep saying no? no not really. it's really difficult because the people you see everyday are the people you're up against and they know it. it's no use having a million friends if none of them really know you.
I think my homework is a lot less complicated than all this shit.
"you love me because I'm fragile. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity."
Being publicity I/C has put some major stress on me lately. I know have to collaborate efforts with the other four publicity I/C's and create a funfestique banner, decorate the events board which no one will see because the stupid councillors already took the visible side and also create posters to get people to join in the funfestique activites coming up.
I'm sure it's going to be fun because the pubics are bloody brilliant and fun people. Xiao Qi, Kenneth, Connie and Sherilyn are probably gonna make the gruelling experience a million times less suckier. So I guess I'm looking forward to it now.
Kenneth messaged me because kim told him to tell me that there's dance on wednesday. Joy.
sometimes, just to escape it all, I wish I didn't feel so alone in Meridian. I mean sure I have a lot of friends but heck, why do I feel so alone? does anyone really know me? when I say that I don't want to go somewhere, does anyone insist I go anyway even if I keep saying no? no not really. it's really difficult because the people you see everyday are the people you're up against and they know it. it's no use having a million friends if none of them really know you.
I think my homework is a lot less complicated than all this shit.
"you love me because I'm fragile. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity."
self-proclamation.
My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities.
I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.
read my lips.
they're watching.
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