I am indeed very exhausted after everything that's been going on. It's very draining and I don't like feeling tired. I just have a phobia of being exploited or feeling vulnerable. which isn't helpful considering I've been pushed and shoved for the past two weeks. Nonetheless, I aim to stand my ground and not to be rash anymore; though it is natural for me to do so. Chrystal lessons teach us to be resillient. But they don't teach us how to handle our emotions better.

On my way to school today I called Siska up because I was wondering whether she could hang out with me after school since its practically a day off. She was in the MRT already while I was just in the bus. Imagine the hours that polythecnic students have to be up and travelling. She said she was already at bedok. haha. we talked for a while, but we kept breaking up because she kept entering tunnels.

I miss you Siska. like nobody else.

Funfestique has been an undeniable rollercoaster but it has been bloody worth it. The people I've met and the new friends I've made from all five houses has just been an amazing experience for me. And the whole feeling of having to be responsible, the wind in your hair as you rush from venue to venue to assist the games that are going on or to cheer your house members on is just exhilirating. And who better to share it with than my baik kappa phobos members, hmm?

there are many hidden contreversies now. Zipping about and flying around, no one knows who or what. but one thing's for sure, everyone knows why. being a house committee member, you feel an unavoidable sense of... what's the word for it.... competition? yes competition. you feel so protective of your house pride that at times, it gets in the way of some things. like friendship. I don't know if any of you reading this would know what I mean, but it's definitely there. poised and threating. waiting for the misjudgement or the misunderstanding. when someone would falter and say 'what did you just say to me?'. then it would definitely strike. hurting the weak. the vulnerable.

funfestique huh? who comes up with these names? I mean they're awesome but they are so... orbit?


I know you read this.
serves you right.

My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities. I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.

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HULABAGI

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Siska(HU)

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Mary(LA)

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Syaf(BA)

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