Today was a day invested with a turmoil of emotions and such. It's kind of hard to wrap my head around the whole day because there were just so many things that happened. There were some tears, yet some stomach-curling laughter. How do I summarise my day in one word? It's impossible to call it neutral because it was far from it. It was inflatory. That's the word. Very, very inflatory.

Ms. Lai's words really struck a chord in me. I'm not going to say that she was demoralising or brutal or whatever because I think, wait I know, that she has our best interests at heart as a principal. I really really want to do well at everything I do. But, how can I when I'm participating in all manner of events? You might be saying, 'oh namira. just drop a couple of stuff, then.' It's so difficult even I can't believe it.

I don't want all my efforts to go to waste. I don't want little Namira from the past having a sucky future after all she's done. Ugh, you know what, I'm not even going to go there anymore. It's meant for silent contemplation in my mind instead of a vulgar outburst on a blog.

Today I had dance practice with the house committee. It was super fun and super awesome because we got to use the dance studio. In the entire house committee, I was the only one who is involved with the Performing Arts CCA. So I was bragging about how the studio was my floorball pitch or my football field. I wonder how long I can keep that up for.

Not only was it a dance practice, but it really gave us a chance to chat for a bit and even play a bit of karaoke party. My house committee members rock.

I must focus on the things that make me happy in my life. My family, my 09S104, superjunior, dancing, my house committee, my best friends (some of which I never get to see. SORRY SISKA.), and of course, love. yes, love.




What are YOU living for? Friendship? Love? The way I see it, they're just plastic decorations you set up to make your life look more interesting and less pitiful. I feel sorry for you.

My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities. I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.

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HULABAGI

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Siska(HU)

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Mary(LA)

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Syaf(BA)

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