In a way you could say I'm feeling upset. Yet when I try and piece it all together, do I have reason to be? I tried and tried but for what? What have I achieved thus far? Some of you might be laughing at me now but never did I once think that I minded being laughed at. The feeling now is so indescribable, it's amazing. I walk around with this cloud over my head and wish I could just shoo it away.
 What have you done to me? This was not what I wanted.
But you wanted it.

I suppose, looking back, there have been alot of times when I said I was fine when I actually wasn't. There were many times I lied because I didn't want things to change, neither did I want things to part. Looking back, there were so many things I wanted to ask, so many questions in my head but I wouldn't ask them fearing what you would say. How you would react.

I guess I know now that I should never be myself with you. You are amazing, witty and charming. But you're a heartbreaker. All I can do now is look back. You'll realize one day, that the very reason why this happened, is the very reason you promised to stay for long.

Loved is the worst word anyone could ever use.

My life is not a fascination worth the scrutiny of those who watch over me. Yet, I live amongst thin air and sparkling personalities. I am an avid fan of the KoreanPop scene. So bring me to the number thirteen.

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HULABAGI

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Siska(HU)

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Mary(LA)

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Syaf(BA)

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